WOW!!!!!

I had an amazing August and was feeling like I could beat the world heading into September and then it all came crashing down. In no way do I feel my game has changed and I know I have the skills and emotional control to crush the game. The only problem is when cooler after cooler keeps happening it makes you question yourself. The 1st week of the month was my worst ever and I was making some bad choices at the table. I did some serious reevaluation and started back strong the next week. I recouped a large chunk of my losses whihc had occured when I took a shot at the next level and this week I was nearing even for the month. In reality it isnt the money. I could give two shits. It is the helplessness I feel when I get it in good only to lose to a 2 outer. Wah fucking wah I know, but man it hurts.

Rather then bitch and moan and tilt off my roll I have decided the poker gods are simply telling me to slow down. I have decided I will not be taking anymore shots till my roll reaches 10K unless I decide to move sites. I am seriously considering after the whole AP scandal that is going on. Change is good! Also I am searching for leaks in my game and working on plugging them as well as opening up my game a little. Another thing I have decided is essential is to reread some of the poker bibles and really get that shit hammered into my mind.

I have to go as I feel sick at the moment and I dont know what to do. Here are the two latest coolers if you enjoy seeing them.

http://www.pokerhand.org/?1499558 Villain is a complete fish. I got it in here knowing I had him crushed.

http://www.pokerhand.org/?1493188 Villain again is a mega donk and I am looking to take him to value town on a blank river. I imagine I dont get much from him on the river because I out him square on a FD. Yeah, I cant call that river. GG sir.